december 12, 2008

this is an old post from my other blog, which i now rarely updating it. and i just want to share it with you all, so you can catch up how our love story began... :)

" Kikoy, Kikoy, Kikoy...

it's been- what? 12 or 14 yrs we haven't seen each other. ???

grade 6, St. Mary's College, the boy who sitted next to me, chubby, cute, smart and jolly.

i remember those days,

kulitan ever, me and Sugar used to play his chubby ear lobe, kinukurot at pinipitik :D.

on the weekends he used to be at the beach, and then on monday, he comes to school with a sunburned on his back. and pampa asar lng, we clapped him on his back, like buddy-buddy style. (hehehe) that really pissed him off, and ofcourse we get kurot on our arms from him or maybe punches pa nga e, i don't remember exactly... oh! uu nga pla, we used to pinch him on his chubby right arm. wla lang nanggigil lang kami sa kanya.
i remembered him having a crush on one of my bestfriends, CJ. i don't know how it started but it just flewed on the air that he had a crush on CJ.

he had this green diary, me and Sugar discovered it, one day, and we read it very very quickly, and all those sentences was written we really thought that it was about CJ. and then the second attempt, we just didn't get it. we thought that he had gotten over CJ and then he had a new crush. and we'd been on our feets to find out who's that new crush of his.

i haven't got a clue 'til now...

Sa tagal ng panahon nawalan ako ng contact with Cj, i finally found her in FS, and then i found Kikoy's sister at Cj's friendslist, and then he found me.

And now,

it's an endless texting, calling and chatting at Ym with him.

i'm so glad to have you back in my life again.

ever since i got here, i've been thinking about you. i missed the gradeshool days...

i missed you...

and now, i have this hardest trials in my life, i need someone to take me away from the reality for a while.

you make me smile and happy everytime we talk.

i know it's hard, it's hurting, it's so unfair, but pls stay with me even for a moment.

i need you more than ever....

maybe someday, i'll meet you up wherever you are now.

i just can't right now, i'm not there yet, not even half way there, to be honest.

but what i do know, is that your in my head everyday... "

mahal and mahal

" i love you mahal.... MMMMMMWAH!"
OMG, i can't believe mahal uploaded this pic at fs. i'm so glad to see little mahal again... :) i gave it to him before we separated at the airport. i remember i cried so much on that day. had sunglasses on me the whole flight and 'til arrival.
there's still tears in my eyes...

miss na miss kita, aking mahal...

ym date

almost every once a week,

at least 3 hours,

and full of "i miss you mahal.."

"i love you so much"

"mmmmmwah!"

"mahal na mahal kita"

this is our virtual date.

sharing our dreams,

planning our future together,

and more...

texting and calls everyday...

and it's still not enough...

i'm longing for you so much...

mahal na mahal kita, mahal ko...

when i'm with you

by: westlife When I'm with you When I'm with you When I'm with you you you You.. when I'm with you What good's a memory Without you there with me The morning sun ain't the same Without you here You are the summer breeze The wind blowing through the trees You make the loneliness All just disappear Nothing replaces your touch Never stop believing in us They try to break us But we stand strong in love They'll be no distance too far I gotta be where you are (right where you are) I don't wanna face this world alone Without you by my side You're the only one That makes it feel like home And I need you in my life When you're not around I'm feeling Like a piece of me is missing When it feels like the day is closing in Somehow I find the faith To make it through When I'm with you When I'm with you When I'm with you you you You.. when I'm with you What's a photograph If you're not in the other half Why even dream If I'm not dreaming of you You make me a better man Promise I'll do all I can Your love keeps me bringing me Closer to the truth Nothing replaces your touch Never stop believing in us They try to break us But we stand strong in love They'll be no distance too far I gotta be where you are (right where you are) I don't wanna face this world alone Without you by my side You're the only one That makes it feel like home And I need you in my life When you're not around I'm feeling Like a piece of me is missing When it feels like the day is closing in Somehow I find the faith To make it through When I'm with you When I'm with you When I'm with you you you You.. when I'm with you When I'm with you When I'm with you When I'm with you you you You.. when I'm with you Hey I questioned whether time or fate Would ever show me a sign The moment I saw you That's when I knew I feel it when I'm with you I don't wanna face this world alone Without you by my side You're the only one That makes it feel like home And I need you in my life When you're not around I'm feeling Like a piece of me is missing When it feels like the day is closing in Somehow I find the faith To make it through When I'm with you When I'm with you When I'm with you you you You.. when I'm with you When I'm with you When I'm with you When I'm with you you you When I'm with you

my strength

Dito ako kumukuha ng lakas habang wala ka pa sa piling ko. Lagi kong suot at kung hindi lagi naman nasa bulsa ko. I mis u so much, bilisan mo ang pagpunta dito... Kailangan na kailangan kita... I love you so... Mahal ko.

i'm sorry

i did it again... i'm SO SORRY, again. i didn't mean to... it's just... God, i don't know what to say to make everythings better. i kept saying i'm sorry, so many times... and yet, it's not enough, i know. i feel so guilty and ashame of my self. i can't believe, i made you cry this time, again. i'm SORRY. i woke up this morning, a bit stressy. i had an hour to get ready to work and to catch the train and the bus. i intended to call, but since my time got so tight, i decided to make the call later on. it's my first day of the new job, and i get so intense every first day of work, and so it happens that i forget stuffs and people. the sun is up today and it's such a nice day, until i got a call. the one i forgot to make. i could have sent a textmessage, but i didn't. i don't know why i didn't come up with it to do it. stupid me! i was thinking on the other stuffs when i was on my way, concentrating on how am i gonna get my self out of it. ...? i didn't mean to take my beloved for granted. i hate myself right now, for being like this! i got out of work early, trying to call him up, but he didn't answered. i sent 2 textmessages and recieved no replies. i'm so down. it's a lovely day, but i'm feeling down. Mahal... pls call me back? i'm so sorry.. :(

wednesday 1 apr 09

"a simple cal makes
makes my day almost
complete 4 me,as
wel as a txt away
of hi wod be fine,
i'm sory im jst like
ds"

"i'm sorry... i love you."

"i'm sorry mahal ko. i
didn't mean 2 b lyk dis.its
jst nsanay kc aq 2 tek care
problems on my own &
not aking 4 help. And by
dat nka2limutan q ang tao
close 2 me. Promise inde n

mauulit. Pls 4give me
mahal. I love u so much"

"mahal, i'm sorry... Pls

forgive me, pls take my
calls. I love you"

"Hi, kata2pos q lng ng wrk. Pauwi n aq. I'm free 2morrow if u wnt 2 chat. i'm so sorry, i didn't mean 2 make u cry. i love you so much." "Mahal sori i cnt take ur cal nw im n da medel of bulshit meting, i love u so much"