onsdag 13 maj 2009

december 12, 2008

this is an old post from my other blog, which i now rarely updating it. and i just want to share it with you all, so you can catch up how our love story began... :)

" Kikoy, Kikoy, Kikoy...
it's been- what? 12 or 14 yrs we haven't seen each other. ???
grade 6, St. Mary's College, the boy who sitted next to me, chubby, cute, smart and jolly.

i remember those days,

kulitan ever, me and Sugar used to play his chubby ear lobe, kinukurot at pinipitik :D.

on the weekends he used to be at the beach, and then on monday, he comes to school with a sunburned on his back. and pampa asar lng, we clapped him on his back, like buddy-buddy style. (hehehe) that really pissed him off, and ofcourse we get kurot on our arms from him or maybe punches pa nga e, i don't remember exactly... oh! uu nga pla, we used to pinch him on his chubby right arm. wla lang nanggigil lang kami sa kanya.
i remembered him having a crush on one of my bestfriends, CJ. i don't know how it started but it just flewed on the air that he had a crush on CJ.

he had this green diary, me and Sugar discovered it, one day, and we read it very very quickly, and all those sentences was written we really thought that it was about CJ. and then the second attempt, we just didn't get it. we thought that he had gotten over CJ and then he had a new crush. and we'd been on our feets to find out who's that new crush of his.

i haven't got a clue 'til now...

Sa tagal ng panahon nawalan ako ng contact with Cj, i finally found her in FS, and then i found Kikoy's sister at Cj's friendslist, and then he found me.

And now,

it's an endless texting, calling and chatting at Ym with him.

i'm so glad to have you back in my life again.
ever since i got here, i've been thinking about you. i missed the gradeshool days...
i missed you...
and now, i have this hardest trials in my life, i need someone to take me away from the reality for a while.
you make me smile and happy everytime we talk.
i know it's hard, it's hurting, it's so unfair, but pls stay with me even for a moment.
i need you more than ever....
maybe someday, i'll meet you up wherever you are now.
i just can't right now, i'm not there yet, not even half way there, to be honest.
but what i do know, is that your in my head everyday... "



måndag 4 maj 2009

mahal and mahal

" i love you mahal.... MMMMMMWAH!"
OMG, i can't believe mahal uploaded this pic at fs. i'm so glad to see little mahal again... :) i gave it to him before we separated at the airport. i remember i cried so much on that day. had sunglasses on me the whole flight and 'til arrival.
there's still tears in my eyes...

miss na miss kita, aking mahal...

lördag 2 maj 2009

ym date


almost every once a week,

at least 3 hours,

and full of "i miss you mahal.."

"i love you so much"

"mmmmmwah!"

"mahal na mahal kita"

this is our virtual date.

sharing our dreams,

planning our future together,

and more...

texting and calls everyday...

and it's still not enough...

i'm longing for you so much...

mahal na mahal kita, mahal ko...












fredag 1 maj 2009

when i'm with you

by: westlife

When I'm with you
When I'm with you
When I'm with you you you

You.. when I'm with you
What good's a memory
Without you there with me
The morning sun ain't the same
Without you here
You are the summer breeze
The wind blowing through the trees
You make the loneliness
All just disappear

Nothing replaces your touch
Never stop believing in us
They try to break us
But we stand strong in love
They'll be no distance too far
I gotta be where you are (right where you are)
I don't wanna face this world alone
Without you by my side
You're the only one
That makes it feel like home
And I need you in my life
When you're not around I'm feeling
Like a piece of me is missing
When it feels like the day is closing in
Somehow I find the faith
To make it through
When I'm with you
When I'm with you
When I'm with you you you
You.. when I'm with you
What's a photograph
If you're not in the other half
Why even dream
If I'm not dreaming of you
You make me a better man
Promise I'll do all I can
Your love keeps me bringing me
Closer to the truth

Nothing replaces your touch
Never stop believing in us
They try to break us
But we stand strong in love
They'll be no distance too far
I gotta be where you are (right where you are)
I don't wanna face this world alone
Without you by my side
You're the only one
That makes it feel like home
And I need you in my life

When you're not around I'm feeling
Like a piece of me is missing
When it feels like the day is closing in
Somehow I find the faith
To make it through
When I'm with you
When I'm with you
When I'm with you you you
You.. when I'm with you
When I'm with you
When I'm with you
When I'm with you you you
You.. when I'm with you
Hey
I questioned whether time or fate
Would ever show me a sign
The moment I saw you
That's when I knew
I feel it when I'm with you
I don't wanna face this world alone
Without you by my side
You're the only one
That makes it feel like home
And I need you in my life
When you're not around I'm feeling
Like a piece of me is missing
When it feels like the day is closing in
Somehow I find the faith
To make it through
When I'm with you
When I'm with you
When I'm with you you you
You.. when I'm with you
When I'm with you
When I'm with you
When I'm with you you you
When I'm with you